Message for January 11, 2012
It’s been a few days since I written. During this time, I have experienced some painful Braxton Hicks and lots of pressure. I’m also in my nesting mode preparing for your arrival. Your first set of laundry is done. I can’t wait to put these sweet little outfits on you. We are 100% prepare for your arrival. Now I just got to get the rest of us ready for this life transition.
Today I made the decision that you are my last child. Your dad and I decided that 3 kids are enough. I’m not 100% confident about this decision so there is still time to change my mind. It’s very intimidating to make a decision to sterilize my body by having a tubal ligation. But I will turn 38 years old in April and I can’t see wanting to have another child at age 40. I will have my sweet little boy and my sweet baby girl so I think I’m done…I think.
I can’t wait to see you. I fantasize about how you will look and your personality. I hope you are beautiful, healthy and happy. I am confident I will think you are regardless.
BTW…Today I confirmed your eviction papers. Your arrival is planned for Friday, February 3rd at 10:00 am unless you have a better plan. 🙂