Message for January 11, 2012

It’s been a few days since I written.  During this time, I have experienced some painful Braxton Hicks and lots of pressure.  I’m also in my nesting mode preparing for your arrival.  Your first set of laundry is done.  I can’t wait to put these sweet little outfits on you.  We are 100% prepare for your arrival.  Now I just got to get the rest of us ready for this life transition.

Today I made the decision that you are my last child.  Your dad and I decided that 3 kids are enough.  I’m not 100% confident about this decision so there is still time to change my mind.  It’s very intimidating to make a decision to sterilize my body by having a tubal ligation.  But I will turn 38 years old in April and I can’t see wanting to have another child at age 40.  I will have my sweet little boy and my sweet baby girl so I think I’m done…I think.

I can’t wait to see you.  I fantasize about how you will look and your personality.  I hope you are beautiful, healthy and happy.  I am confident I will think you are regardless.

BTW…Today I confirmed your eviction papers.  Your arrival is planned for Friday, February 3rd at 10:00 am unless you have a better plan. 🙂